Cardaniel80: (As the men arrive at the garden door with their burden, Pickering seems agitated, hurried, although he is respectful of Lucy's body out of love for Martha.) Cardaniel80: (They bring her inside, and lay her carefully along a table. Martha has come down in a dressing gown.) Thantasy: [Martha] Oh, there's my little darling! Thantasy: [Martha] She has such a lovely smile on her face. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (As soon as they close the door, Pickering exclaims) Higgins! She heard you, for God's sake! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Who? Heard what? Thantasy: [Martha] <Smoothing out Lucy's hair.> Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Liza! She heard you talking about the bet! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Nonsense, Pickering, she's out cold. Thantasy: [Martha] Bet? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Suddenly aware of Martha's presence.) Oh, Lord. Darling, we.... that is.... Cardaniel80: [Higgins] She's unconscious, Colonel. I ought to know. Thantasy: [Martha] <Curious, what could they be betting on.> Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Closes his eyes.) Ahhh, my dear.... Liza was the subject of... a little wager.... Thantasy: [Martha] Oh. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Stop worrying, Pickering, she can't have heard anything. Anyway, she was likely to learn the truth eventually. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Higgins, you don't know half of it. She's in love with you, man! How do you think she's going to feel now? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] In love? Nonsense! Thantasy: [Martha] Oh, men! You mean you couldn't tell that Miss Doolittle had feelings for you? Thantasy: [Martha] (To Pickering.) What truth is this she was going to learn? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Turns back to Martha.) Well, dearest, you know what it is we generally do here, I believe...? Thantasy: [Martha] Yes. I have a fair idea. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Feelings? Nonsense, I would have known! Thantasy: [Martha] <Glares at Higgins.> Thantasy: [Martha] Go on, Hugh. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Well, Higgins and I... the bet was that we could hire on a woman of my choice, a perfectly normal young girl.... Thantasy: [Martha] Which Miss Doolittle is. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] ... and that in short order she would participate in a client's death... and then orchestrate a demise on her own... and finally choose a method by which her own life would be ended. Thantasy: [Martha] Hugh! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] And I was right about that... at least the first parts have happened. Thantasy: [Martha] And THIS is what she overheard? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Yes, now she knows about it, Higgins! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Colonel, she can't possibly know! She... is... unconscious! Thantasy: [Martha] What makes you think she overheard, Hugh? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Henry, remember that first time.... with her? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Oh, quite well, yes. Thantasy: [Martha] <Finding this all very interesting.> Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Did you think she was unconscious then? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Obviously she was! Cardaniel80: [Pickering] She wasn't!! I overheard her talking to herself about it afterwards! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But.... (Looks uncertain for the first time.) Thantasy: [Martha] <Raises her eyebrows.> Cardaniel80: [Pickering] And that's how I know she's in love with you! She talked about that too! Thantasy: [Martha] You mean, she pretended to be unconscious and you two....? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Rubs sweat off his forehead.) Well, yes, dear.... Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Good God, man, why didn't you tell me? Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, Hugh, why? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Tell you she was in love with you? I just couldn't believe you couldn't see it yourself! I wanted to see how long the blindness persisted! Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, anybody could see that, Professor. Thantasy: [Martha] Lucy and I both noticed our very first visit. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But... you're saying she's been feigning unconsciousness all these times....? Thantasy: [Martha] Well, worry about that later! Thantasy: [Martha] If the poor thing overheard you now, she must be shattered. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Yes, and you just told a woman who is madly in love with you that you've been playing a game with her life! Thantasy: [Martha] I'm going out to talk to her! Thantasy: [Martha] <Rushes to the door.> Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Reaches the door first.) Cardaniel80: (All three run out to the garden.) Thantasy: [Martha] <Unfamiliar with grounds, especially at night. Lets the men lead the way.> Thantasy: [Martha] Where did you leave her? Cardaniel80: (The garden is dim but visible in the moonlight, and the light shining from the open door.) Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Liza? Where are you? Come out, I need to explain something.... (Looks around.) She was here. She was on the ground, near this bench... Thantasy: [Martha] Oh! Thantasy: [Martha] Hugh, where was she when you overheard her talking to herself? That might be a special place for her. She may have gone there now. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Excellent thought, dear. Come, this way. (Leading them towards the shore.) Thantasy: [Martha] Liza! Liza! It's Martha, dear! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Really, Pickering, you could have said something. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] I was going to, this very night! I couldn't let you go blundering around any longer. Liza? Where are you, my dear? Thantasy: [Martha] Is this the place? Are you sure? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Right here, the place was here. It.... I would say you are right, darling, there was a reason this area is special to her. Thantasy: [Martha] Well, she doesn't seem to be here now. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Eliza? Come out, now. I owe you an explanation.... Thantasy: [Martha] I don't think she would be of much of a mind to listen. And I doubt that she's anywhere near here. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Higgins, I don't believe she's on the estate anywhere. Martha is right, if she were anywhere it would be here. Thantasy: [Martha] I'm sure she's taken her broken heart and put as much distance between this place and her as ....wait, what was she wearing? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But.... what in all of Heaven could have prompted her to go? Pickering, if it were you, you'd stay and demand an explanation, wouldn't you? Why can't a woman be more like a man! Thantasy: [Martha] Oh, Professor! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Really, she wasn't wearing anything! Not something she'd want to go running off in, anyway. Thantasy: (None of them are aware Liza had a bag with a change of clothing with her.) Thantasy: [Martha] Well, then she will probably go back to the house to get a few things. Thantasy: [Martha] Of course, she is a very resourceful girl. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] How was I to know she was in love with me? She never said so! Thantasy: [Martha] Oh, Professor! Cardaniel80: (They are all heading back towards the house.) Thantasy: [Martha] I will agree with you that life would be much more simple if women were more like men. This is a perfect example. "She never said so," indeed! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Well, if I were ever in love with someone, I should think I'd tell them! Thantasy: [Martha] I will admit that one of the unfairest things that women do is to expect men to know things that they aren't told. How many times have you heard a woman say to a man who is wondering what he's done to upset her... Thantasy: [Martha] "If you don't know, I'm not going to tell you." Thantasy: [Martha] Which to a man, I'm sure, is a perfectly nonsensical attitude. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But... how DOES one know, then? Thantasy: [Martha] Well, that's the other side, Professor. Thantasy: [Martha] The world would also be simpler if men were more like women. Men have to know things rationally, by proofs and evidence. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Well, how the hell else DO you know something? Thantasy: [Martha] Women rely more on intuition, Professor. Thantasy: [Martha] It is unfair for women to expect men to trust their intuition, their feelings. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Intuition! There, I'm to be blamed for not having a woman's intuition? Thantasy: [Martha] But you do, Professor, just as women do have a rational side to their minds. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] By God, Higgins, I would have been able to tell even if I HADN'T overheard her. I believe you were the only one who didn't. Thantasy: [Martha] Hugh and I hit if off so well because I have been perfectly frank and upfront with him about what I want. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Grinning.) Well, it's also the nature of the things you want which attracts me. Thantasy: [Martha] Because I've learned through sad experience that it is best not to wait for a man to make the right guess. Thantasy: [Martha] Lisa expected you to FEEL her love for you. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] And I didn't make the right guess, is that it? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I never claimed to be a mindreader. Thantasy: [Martha] Well, you poor dear, you aren't to be blamed. Cardaniel80: (They are back in the house.) Thantasy: [Martha] You've gotten very far in the world of academics and reasoning. And that's what's brought you such success. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Thank you. I'm not altogether sure I want all that success at this moment. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Eliza, dear? Are you here? Thantasy: [Martha] Let's check her room. Thantasy: <They go to her room.> Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Knocks at door.) Eliza? (It is ajar, and swings open.) Thantasy: [Martha] Well, she doesn't seem to be here. But something seems to be missing. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] She'd gotten so many clothes lately, I can't tell whether any are missing. She's not wandering about naked, is she Pickering? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] I shouldn't think so, but I'm certain she's very distressed. Thantasy: [Martha] I think I recall a bag setting on the floor by the closet. Thantasy: [Martha] Could it be that she passed us in the dark? Cardaniel80: [Pickering] A bag? What did it look like? Thantasy: [Martha] An ordinary traveling bag. Larger than a man's briefcase, but not so large as a suitcase. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Well, it's not here now. She may have brought some clothes along for tonight's... ceremony. Higgins, did she have a bag with her? Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, that would make sense. Did she? Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I wouldn't have known, she just appeared out of the bushes. I didn't see her come out. Thantasy: [Martha] She told me about the entrance she was planning to make. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Gnawing at his finger, an uncharacteristic gesture of uncertainty.) Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Well, she came out wearing a cape, and almost nothing else. I suppose she may have been concerned about possible chills. Thantasy: [Martha] I don't think a vampire carrying an overnight bag would be quite convincing. She probably put it down out of sight, where she could find it if she wanted to chage clothes. I think she planned to spend the night with you, Professor. Not in your room or hers, but out under the stars. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Spend the night! But.... oh. Ah yes, I suppose she might. Thantasy: [Martha] She might even have planned to make tonight different for you two. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Yes, it all makes sense now. Where were all the explainers when I needed them? Thantasy: [Martha] They were inside you all the time! If you only would have paid attention to them. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] I do apologize, Higgins. I see I was wrong, very wrong, not to have said something. Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, Hugh, you should have. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Well, we've got to look for her! I'll call for a cab! Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Higgins, it's 3 am! I don't think you'll find any cabbies out right now. Thantasy: [Martha] Feel free to do that, but I doubt that you will find her in any event. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] What? Why is that? Thantasy: [Martha] If she wanted to be found, she would have come back here. I'm sure she knows how to avoid a search party. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Higgins, we can't possibly find her in the dead of night in any case. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But we can't just let her go! Thantasy: [Martha] Well, dear professor! If you would have won your bet, you would certainly have been letting her go! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] DAMN the bet! I don't care about a bloody bet! I just... well, to tell the truth i just want her here... Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I've grown accustomed to her face! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] She almost makes the day begin! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I've grown accustomed to the... TUNE she whistles, night and noon... Cardaniel80: [Higgins] her joys... her woes... her highs... her lows, are second nature to me now -- Cardaniel80: [Higgins] like breathing out and breathing in. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I was serenely independent and content before we met! Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Surely I could always be that way again! And yet.... Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I've grown accustomed to the trace of... something in the air. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Accustomed... to her face. Thantasy: [Martha] Well, don't worry, Professor. I'm sure she'll be fine, wherever she is. She may even come back. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Look, Higgins, we can't find her tonight... meanwhile, we've got another friend who needs us.... Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, we must attend to my little darling. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] We should prepare Lucy for burial. At least that is something we have control over. And when we are done, it will be daylight, and we can look for Liza. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Shoulders slumped.) Yes, I suppose you are right. (Deep sigh.) All right, then. We can take care of Lucy. We owe her that much. Thantasy: [Martha] If Eliza doesn't come back, don't worry. She's hurt, but she's very strong, like my Lucy. I'm sure she'll be fine. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Eyes closed.) Yes, you must be right. (Quietly, under breath.) Please let her be all right. Thantasy: [Martha] But do try to remember that most women don't always say things -- they want a man to KNOW things. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Yes, well, I hope I haven't been too late learning that. Thantasy: [Martha] They want men to be able to read between the lines, see into their hearts. And men can do that. Just as women can be rational. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I want them to wear signs! Give us a little help! Thantasy: [Martha] Women DO WEAR SIGNS! ALL THE TIME! You just need to learn to read them. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Sighs again.) All right. Please teach me a bit of that, if I'm not too old to learn. And if it's not beside the point. Without Liza around, I won't feel a need for the lessons. Thantasy: [Martha] It may be good that men and women aren't more alike. We need each other to complete us. Thantasy: [Martha] I mean, both males and females can find ways to satisfy their lustful appetites with members of their own sex. That, however, does not lead to much of a population increase. So, it may be very nice that we need each other for more than just pleasure. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Nods.) I don't believe I ever thought of it quite that way. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Maybe that's the trouble, Higgins. You've spent so much time trying to decrease the population, I suppose the prospect of increasing it doesn't register on you. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Rueful smile.) Nail on the head, Colonel. Thantasy: [Martha] Still, I think there is an ideal. The divine androgyne, a popular figure in another branch of Indian culture, Tantra -- capable of manifesting the best of both sexes. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Will it help me understand women? Thantasy: [Martha] Well, you begin by understanding yourself. That is, the feminine within you. Not an easy thing for a man of intellect to do. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I had thought I could do that, at least. Oh, feminine... in ME? Thantasy: [Martha] Even the great Dr. Freud, with all of his brilliant insights into the human psyche, confesses that the question that puzzles him the most is: "What do women want?" Thantasy: [Martha] If he would pay more attention to his young disciple, Mr. Jung, he might find out that he could learn the answer looking within himself. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] It's in there, is it? Thantasy: [Martha] Oh, yes. It talks to you all the time. You just have to be willing to listen and to believe that you're hearing something. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Shall we go look for Miss Eliza now, or wait until morning? Thantasy: [Martha] We have all had a long night. I believe Lucy would want us to wait until morning. She'll be just fine here tonight. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] But Liza... oh, very well. But we will look for her, of course. Thantasy: [Martha] Don't worry about Liza, professor. She can take care of herself. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Yes, but she'd be doing it HERE if I hadn't been an idiot. Thantasy: [Martha] You aren't an idiot....just a man. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] (Smiles slightly.) Same thing, I suppose, on occasion. Thantasy: [Martha] On occasion. And the same does go for being a woman, I'll admit. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Well, I'm relieved to know that. Thantasy: [Martha] Hugh, if you don't mind, I think I'll sit with Lucy for a while. You and I will have many other nights. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Not at all, my darling, I understand perfectly. (To Higgins.) If she wants to come back, she will. I believe she will. Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, professor, don't worry. Get some sleep. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] She's not a lost puppy, you know, Higgins, she's a perfectly intelligent woman. Don't worry. Thantasy: [Martha] Just remember what you've learned tonight. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] I won't soon forget. Thantasy: [Martha] <Pulls up a chair to sit by Lucy.> Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Would you like me to stay with you, dear? To sit, only to sit. Thantasy: [Martha] You'll be most welcome, Hugh, most welcome. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] (Smiling, pulls up another chair.) Higgins? You really should get some sleep. Cardaniel80: [Higgins] Yes, I believe the theory is sound. In practice I won't get much. Cardaniel80: [Pickering] Well, give it a try anyway. You may be surprised. Thantasy: [Martha] Yes, try, professor. And if you have any dreams, pay attention to them. |